come and listen with me...
come and listen with me...
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grew up hard, fell off harder
cooking our brains smoking that shit
your daddy smoked in vietnam
i knew it was love when i rode home crying
thinking of you fucking other girls...
i hear him screaming
like late night white trash TV stations
black combat boots pacing
in through the school building
he's gonna fight the good fight
the noble war.
around the block, i walked and walked
pretending you were with me
you knew what you wanted, it just wasn’t me
why is it so hard for you to love me?
and why is it so cold in this room?
is it something I did?
and did I do it to you?.
all the money's gone
the days we spent go on and on.
all the paths you took to get you here
all the ones you didn't take.
the road they told you rolled up
straight to heaven's heavy gate.
find saint peter at the doorway
in a toll booth waiting...
there's nothing you can do to take it
there's nothing you can do to take it
pariah kid
lost in a game
can you forgive me
for that pain?
can you forgive me
for that pain?>
i'm not afraid of you now
villian and violent
infant and innocent
baby, both arms cradle you now
both arms cradle you now
mystery of lack
stabbing stars through my back
forwards, beckon, rebound
forwards, beckon, rebound.
shame, such a shame,
i think i kinda lost myself again.
day, yesterday,
really should be leaving, but i stay...
this world rejects me,
this world threw me away.
this world never gave me a chance,
this world's gonna have to pay.
i don't believe in your institutions,
i did what you wanted me to.
i'm like the cancer in your system,
i've got a little surprise for you.
the kids all try to run right over another one
who found his heaven
in the barrel of a shotgun...
i think I wanted you dead
fell as an angel just to please
i dont't wanna be alone right now.
god i wish it was a little bit later, think i'd rather be asleep right now
dream about some mistake i made.
oh my god, i have missed you,
it has been so long,
and i am stronger than i have ever been in my decline.
i am stronger than i have ever been in my decline,
for now i know, now i know, now i know for certain,
now i know for certain...
oh, burn motherfucker!
carry the carcass and throw it on,
pull up a chair and watch.
the flies come roaring out
and will surround the entire world
and blacken out the sky and every last one of you,
like a plague of locusts,
like an exit,
like an end,
like the end.
...
i can't tell if i am dreaming anymore.
anemic and sweet...
into the flood again
same old trip it was back then.
love is suicide.
my world is unaffected,
there is an exit here,
i say it is and then it's true.
there is a dream inside a dream,
i'm wide awake the more I sleep,
you'll understand when i'm dead.
...
i went to god just to see,
and i was looking at me,
saw heaven and hell were lies,
when i'm god everyone dies.
...
"each thing i show you is a piece of my death..."
no salvation,
no forgiveness,
shoot, shoot, shoot motherfucker!
dark grows thin and i'm left to hide
i dont regret it but it's sad anyway
now we're both dead and scared of the black.
